Whenever i spent time with her, I kept thinking whether tomorrow will ever come just like today whereby I get to see her, listen to her and hold her. People go around comforting that she'll be okay but all i feel is im counting time :(
Posted on September 12, 2011
The darkest days are yet to be over. All i could wish right now is to fulfil every of her dreams, i never wanna upset her at all. Its been mentally and emotionally drained and I wished I could pull through everything although being the own one that she could depend on. Im like counting my time with her, even I know I should be strong but somehow, i should foresee unpredictable things to happen :( I love you, mom. I really pray that you could get well soon.
Posted on September 08, 2011
Posted on August 23, 2011
Posted on July 28, 2011
Spent the night at Nabins with lovely Juju and the gang, celebrating colleague's birthday. I was supposed to get my 8hrs of sleep but you know "kawan punye pasal", I decided to go for a while however, ended up myself extending my hours there :) Woke up at 4.45am with jitters, looked at the 10km route, and I was like "oh no!" Grabbed a granola bar, off to meet Fiedadada, had a hard time finding parking lot, climbing over road dividers to get into the starting point in a quickie unfortunately, we still started late :( Thankfully, all went well and I finished my race in 52mins, according to the timer, have yet to check out my real timing as I started late. I swear I felt tears of joy was about to roll out from my eyes when I saw the timer. I was expecting to come in about an hr and 10mins as that was my average practice timings. I'm all out for Safra Army run, yellow ribbon, New Balance real run & finally, standard chartered(I wish I could do 42km!). Oh wells, anyway someone is terribly missed :( see you soon domo monster :)
Posted on July 26, 2011
♥ selena gomez; makes me push myself even more whenever i listen to her 'love you like a song' :) its addictive! Even, I sing it like everywhere and everytime :) oh, wish me luck for my marathon tomorrow!
Posted on July 23, 2011
"Apa yang diaturkan oleh Tuhan, adalah untuk yang terbaik.." - Nur Kasih
Posted on July 21, 2011
Hopes that in the end, everything will not turn into false hopes..
Posted on July 17, 2011
A particular thing which never loses its symbolism and significance; I still bring it with me wherever I go and always hope that it will never be forgotten and left behind.
Posted on July 15, 2011
Work; bleargh :[ nothing interesting to look forward to except for meeting the same ol' colleagues and lunch, hah! Anyway, I was excited for babygirl Fit today! She came from behind and told me a piece of news that took my mind off bogglin' with some friggin' workshits & set aside all those shits I was doing and quickly listened to her :] She's finally reconciling the bond with Mr. X and I'm happy for her; they look good together and definitely I could see sparkles in their eyes, aww :] It's like I've been tellin' her again and again that she shouldn't give up; yup, if you never give up, sometimes good things might come in your way. Apart from that, I've grown a tone darker today after my run around town :[ I'm counting my days, mixed feelings really. It's my first and I don't know what's gonna happen and all but what I know, I wanna eat popeyes on that particular day and really hope my sisters get to go sinful with me on that day! GTG, ciao bella, xo.
Posted on July 15, 2011
The silent suffering that no one ever knows the reason to it and maybe the solution to mend it
Posted on July 07, 2011
"you're like an indian summer in the middle of winter. Like hard candy, with a surprise center.."
Posted on July 06, 2011
Posted on July 05, 2011
off for running :]
Posted on June 24, 2011
Maybe, I'm left with no chances.
Posted on June 24, 2011
Posted on June 24, 2011
To what extent that I really deserve all this? :[
Posted on June 20, 2011
It has been hard for me :[ came to a point where solutions run dry and leaves me wondering about the outcome.
Posted on June 20, 2011
The feeling of being pushed, kicked & toyed around :[ life hasn't been easy, lately.
Posted on June 15, 2011
Posted on June 09, 2011
Pejamkan matamu saat engkau tahu
Bahwa cinta kita tak mungkin menyatu
Bara yang menghalang, rintangan membentang
Menghalangi kita hingga terluka
Kering sudah rasanya airmataku
Menangisi kenyataan cinta ini
Meskipun berat terasa ku cuba 'tuk bertahan
Aku masih terus berharap
Cinta kita kan bersama 'tuk selamanya
Aku yakin dan percaya dengan keajaiban cinta
Posted on June 08, 2011
Posted on June 05, 2011
Another saturday to be burnt :(
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Posted on June 03, 2011
Posted on June 03, 2011
